愛情故事 Love story


60年來你一直等着我

我不知道

我間中瞄你一眼

事情辦好又走了

我們多年糾纏着

有時捨不得

有時藕斷絲連

有痴纏一刻

我始終不喜歡你

也希望你不要纏着我

我需要專心在我生命中的情感

不會隨便被你打擾

感情用事

只是這幾年在 Facebook 

在YouTube 你炒過不停

阿女說： 「Put your love in your cooking Mom!

Eating is not a task!」

我投降了

轉頭望

跟「煮」初戀


"For 60 years, you've been waiting for me, but I didn't know. I occasionally glanced at you, handled my affairs, and left. 

We've been entangled for many years, sometimes reluctant to part, sometimes like a lotus seed pod with a lingering connection. There was a moment of infatuation, but I never really liked you. I also hoped you wouldn't entangle me.

 I need to focus on the emotions in my life and won't be easily disturbed. Emotions are not just tasks. But in recent years, on Facebook and YouTube, you've been hyping nonstop. 

My daughter said, 'Put your love into your cooking, Mom! Eating is not a task!' I surrendered, turned around, and gazed at my first love, 'cooking'."


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